SURVIVOR'S GUILT
Daisies border the lawn
like poor embroidery. You do not want them
to be beautiful. Thick-hearted,
on their wayward stems. No one can explain
why you deserve this. Not the doctor. Not
the clock. Not God
in his stained-glass field. The flood recedes.
The fire swerves around your house, your bed, your
face. Hard roses on the breakfast china.
Everyone at their time, they tell you.
The nurse crying in the nursery. The crib
carried down, the buckling
floor. You watch light through the ivy--
day making its same mistakes; spring rain
straying into summer. You breathe as the last
coughs rake blood from his lungs. No one
can change this. The bodies are buried;
music seeps from shutters--hurricane plywood;
cracked glass; the station where the train will leave
in a wake of dumb bright songs. No one can take back
what you prayed. You wanted to live.
You wanted to be safe.
--Alexandra Teague
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be reproduced without permission.
WHY I AM CRYING INTO MY GIN-AND-TONIC
Not the burst blossoms of the pear,
not the chartreuse stems it shed,
their fine eyelashed cups peaked
and emptied of petals, but finding
a few at midnight in my hair.
It is past time for going inside:
the people in this novel are so sad--
as if it weren't enough they are
young and lovely, as if the rain
had been more than routinely
violent, as if grief could not be cut
with golden, as if it might be a pity
to be a man at forty on a porch,
crickets legging it to the heart's
old etcetera, honeysuckle so wetly
sweet with rain that fireflies
rising from it, absinthe-winged,
totter onto the mineral air
and even the stars are getting lit.
--Sarah Barber
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be reproduced without permission.
CATACOMBS OF THE EYE
On the ocean floor, find it. In the corner
store near the frozen dumplings, press it
into service. Soak the local: anarchy of milk
on a May Day tablecloth, the curtainless
shower swamp, the hand-twisted shirts
dripping from every curtain rod, an empty
rental flat. Outside, imbroglio of iron
flowers on canal fences above time
-sledged sidewalks. The rising canals
spill past stiletto-flexed calves
of street walkers, their moving picture
-esques. Sitting at attention, the veteran
of amputations, his glacial blue gaze,
his military cap in his lap like a sponge for change.
The glue-sniffing urchins slouched
on the crumbled window ledge
of the Currency Exchange, their faces
all edges. Their gray frames ashiver,
memorized, seized birds. The water
rises. Glut of the mouth, the unslaked eyes.
--Philip Metres
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be reproduced without permission.
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