Rituals

In the mornings, my mother and I drank tea

We poured it slowly from the old black kettle

Then she went her way, and I went mine

Aging alone at either end of that old house


We poured it slowly from the old black kettle

Steam rising like a foggy curtain until my eyes lost her

Aging alone at the other end of that old house

Sometimes I crept into her bathroom to find her


Steam rose like a foggy curtain, and my eyes lost her

It smelled fresh and sharp, tea tree oil and mist and skin

Sometimes I crept into her bathroom to lose her

Often, she didn't say a word


It smelled fresh and sharp, black tea and steam and milk

We began simply, the creeping cold, burned tongues

And often, she didn't say a word

I didn't mind, just looked down and breathed in heat


We began simply, the cutting cold, burned tongues

Then she went her way, and I went mine

I didn't mind, just looked down and counted cracks

In the mornings, my mother and I drank tea.