Watching the Hale-Bopp Comet Over
Howard Johnson Motel in Rolla, Missouri
They do not rest or come to Earth, neither
Common Swifts nor the crescent moon
in flight, but the Hale-Bopp swings near
every few thousand years, and we were out
on the hill above the parking lot, clutching
jackets and staring as we once stared
at the Indian Head test pattern on the black
and white television screen at the end
of the channel’s nightly broadcast. Do you
see it? Aster kometes, Greek for long-haired
star, trails two brilliant tails, one white, one
blue because the heart of the comet holds
two immense ices completely separate
from each other. It last appeared
4,200 years ago, and a thousand or so miles
back along the highway that brought
us here, we took turns guessing who painted
the Painted Desert. After finishing Le café
le soir, van Gogh wrote to his sister that he had
painted a night that had no black in it, just
“a blue sky spangled with stars dark blue, violet,
green,” stars that swoop like swallows, what
could be seen, perhaps, from the comet crossing
over us: not the now here this of the present
but winter’s comeback, its shiver and deliver.
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Le Secret de Compostelle
From the milk of Spanish ewes
grazing in the Pyrenees, transported
over the border into France to be turned
into cheese, it moves backward, like memory,
from the westward route of pilgrimage
to Santiago de Compostela. Standing
on a swing, swung up
and back, then pushed into view
like Venus on her shell in Botticelli’s
painting, my newly married mother
with a soft ruffled bow floating
down her chest, laughs and
sticks out her tongue, while across her
stretches the shadow
of my father taking
her picture. On the back he will
write, my mischievous bunch
of sweetness.
Pilgrims often recorded the stops
along their pilgrimage on large sheets
of thick paper they then used to cover
themselves at night. And at each holy
site, they added a badge, attached
to their coat or hat or worn
around the neck: from Santiago de Compostela,
burial place of St. James, a scallop shell,
emblem of their journey
to the west, the setting sun at Finisterra,
where all the spread fingers
of the sun slide back
together. What’s a relic but a thumb
of hair flicked up
toward heaven like a cowlick, the way
a cow leaves its mark when it licks
its young or the wind licks the ocean
and makes it wave: brebis, bee balm,
bonbon, something made
into something else
like the New Caledonian crows
who learned to use a stick to get at
another, more useful stick.
In Japan, they continue
to wave until a departing guest
disappears, but the Italian hand gesture
for goodbye curves and folds
the palm toward us
and is the same as the one we use
to say come here.
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