UNCLE NEEDLE
Today my uncle gave me the death I always wanted.
He touched me with a couple needles
and my arms went to the bed
and my legs felt like they went deeper
into the ground two stories below.
I noticed half my life was floating
in cotton. Almost all of life is floating
if you count the air beneath floors
or the tar above earth.
For a moment my nose
had to deal with so much violence
just there, in the air trying to reach me,
that there was no time to think my violent thoughts.
And my uncle sat in a chair by the bed
and thought tenderly of me--he didn’t ask me to think,
to keep thinking. But there will be a next death.
You can't hold a cut shut.
You can't stitch a heart into beating.
Why can't everyone be more like uncle?
--Max Ritvo
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WAKE UP YOU DEAD
Once a man sent me a valentine under the circumstance
that he "found it on the floor & decided to send it," a circumstance
which required me to throw it away, just as I threw
a book at John once to make him love me. Circumstances
shift, and today John's small baby who is my small baby ate
a blueberry for the first time. Magic, under the circumstances.
It is time to vote for President again and I've watched a house
be torn down brick by brick the past three weeks. These circumstances
feel connected but the reason sits shiva on the tip of my tongue. Like
"as a man thinketh in his heart, so is he" & the circumstances
on an exit ramp in Newark, NJ which led a man to hold HELP
on a piece of cardboard. I didn't, given the car & the circumstance
& I'm sorry. Oh wake up you dead language, you who place a circle
which is constant inside the blue heart of our stormy circumstance.
--Kay Cosgrove
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TOMORROWLAND
Family dinner night, and we are deciding what to save:
polar bears or slipper limpets. Girls in Afghanistan
or the wolf. We can't save everything
but the kids are ready
with their banks, the season's extra, the not-
ice cream. How does the Afghan girl feel
to make our list? We bring more and more
money to the table but the list outruns it.
My mother comes in from visiting a friend in hospice,
sick from all the chemo. When I get whatever it is, she says,
I want you to do nothing. It's only May
and already they've declared a statewide drought.
Yesterday I hiked over a river that was not there.
Coral reefs, my son says, that's what I want
to save. And so we do. Whatever is happening to us
is deductible. Silence of the was-river,
was-bear. In the movies everyone is building
some kind of ark.
--Megan Snyder-Camp
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